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The downward Spiral

Tue Apr 21, 2009, 6:44 PM
  • Mood: Cat Fight
  • Listening to: Nine Inch Nails- The hand that Feeds (5 star song)
  • Reading: Railroad map
  • Watching: My friends
  • Eating: Wendy's Double Stack w/ Crispy chicken sandwhich
  • Drinking: Water
Oh, jeese, here we go... just when I had all my ducks in a row, things start to go wrong. :( Where do I begin? A shite...

Well, I guess my plans for Anthrocon may have to be postponed afterall.. though I am not certain yet, things are looking kinda grim with money at the moment, and work, and ugh! Don't get me started on school... don't get me wrong, I've got the best grades in the history of my own life, but still! So much stress...

Which is also why I am announcing the abortion of my Good vs. Evil contest entry. At least for now. I really gotta focus right now, and it's taking a lot of work.

AND, my little brother has to go back to live Asshole-face man. Just when I finished building an awesome starship out of legos for him, too. I really wanted him to hang out for at least a few more days so I could get some time in between business to play with him. :(

Ah, God! And It gets worse! (Why am I such a loser?) My Biological father shut down my attmept to visit him after now litterally a decade, after I destroyed my plans for my spring break to create the opportunity... I sacrificed so much...

You know what, I'm done. I'm done griping. How about some positive energy in here?

The other night we played Rockband and they forced me to sing, against my will, but I got a 93% singing Foo Fighters's "learn to fly" on hard! So that's awesome, right?

Also, Today I started dating :iconmusared:, after I put much debating to the idea, after weeks of dreaming and whatnot...

So... little newsflash for you. I'll still be streaming little pics into DA and stuff, but No promises for any big important projects.
I really gotta get going creating my Senior Animation. :| So far, so good, but we'll see if there's a dead end in this road.

Fox siging out! :salute:

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:iconmusared:
yay i ruleXP

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:icondoomthree:
dude your not a loser congrats on the date man. good luck on the senior project man.
:icontubecritic999:
ah well, sometimes you have to fall back on yourself, and come back stronger. that's my personal philosophy.

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:iconcommanderfox:
Thank you!

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ONWARD!!!! TO GLORY!!!!! :chainsaw:

"Only the dead have seen the end of war." - Plato

Sushi is METAL!!!! :headbang:
:iconcommanderfox:
Hm. I guess that makes sense.

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ONWARD!!!! TO GLORY!!!!! :chainsaw:

"Only the dead have seen the end of war." - Plato

Sushi is METAL!!!! :headbang:
:iconcommanderfox:
Yep. :)

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ONWARD!!!! TO GLORY!!!!! :chainsaw:

"Only the dead have seen the end of war." - Plato

Sushi is METAL!!!! :headbang:
:icontubecritic999:
It does when you realise what it means: your a lot stronger then you think you are, and when you feel hurt you have to remember that you can only scratch the surface, until you find the core, where all your true strength, all the crap that has happened in your life turns into a will to go on, you can't let it go now, you can't let the world win, you've taken all that life's thrown at you this far, and you can't stop taking it now. that's when you realise that you are truly strong, that you don't have to break down and cry, that if everything's falling apart on the outside, then the inside is brimming with power like the core of a star. that's when you realise that you can and are really stronger than whatever life can throw at you.

this is what I realised as a result of years of relentless bullying from everyone at my high school, on the brink of suicide, a switch was thrown, and I changed. this is what needs to happen to you in times of crisis, because it stays on for your whole life, and you know that you just can't give in till the last beat. this is what I believe.

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I'm not mad. everyone else's sanity just contrasts.
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:icontubecritic999:
yes, finally poetry inspiration! after so much writer's block!

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I'm not mad. everyone else's sanity just contrasts.
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